Hey guys!
So how has it been for you readers? (: Feels like zero *forever alone*
So yea, Yesterday was a very beneficial day at the gym with Jonathan and Daniel Boey . Haha, felt weird that I went to the gym with a 20 yr old.
Basically, I had major muscle aches during work today :P and i had fun messing with that stock keeper :3.
After messing with him, I went home and ate curry rice for lunch. Quite nice, aft that, i went to wash the toilet, cause my mum wanted me to.
At around 4+, I had an emotional outbreak. She suddenly wanted to confiscate my computer and wanted me to study. WOW MUM, i did not know after O levels still can study one sia, i don't even know where I going next year you want me to study. Well, I did as I was told, and studied. I took that badly as I felt that she had no faith in me, believing that I did not work hard for my Os. Thinking I was going to take private Os next year. I am already unconfident about myself, all I need is reassurance . Why can't you give me that?
So yea, have been texting with bestfriend and daughter more often lately, and no, they are not replacements to my empty heart. Even though I used to date my bestfriend. That feeling from before is gone, and I feel a lot more relaxed than before. (:
Thank god for them.
P.S. I miss you.
